I got out from the vehicle and examined our predicament. We were probably overloaded, up to the wheel hubs in thick icy water, on the moor, at night, in winter, snow on the ground, temperature dropping quicker than a prossies knickers at a Naval dockyards with a totally incompetent prat who was masquerading as a driver. I looked to the cloudy skies for some form of divine intervention. As usual nothing came. We were knackered, goosed, buggered and totally up the creek without any form of propulsion.
I
sat in the passenger seat of the Land Rover trying to dry out my
frozen and wet shoes and trousers from the completely inadequate warm
air draft coming from the heater. “I could fart warmer air than
this thing is producing” I muttered. Dickie looked sideways
at me but said nothing. His spectacles glinted in the reflected
lights of the instruments on the dashboard. Ahead of us down
the moor and beyond the wall of the reservoir were homes and farms,
their lights taunting us as we sat in our icy cold tin can.
“I
suppose there is one good thing about this whole mess” I said.
“What’s that?” Dickie asked. “Well at least John
isn’t going to go off in this cold. Should be still well
preserved for the post mortem.” If my nether regions
were in danger of death by freezing, at least my slightly warped
sense of humour was still intact.
We
sat for a while trying to work out how we were going to get the Land
Rover and contents off the moor and back to civilisation. Nothing
immediately presented itself. Calling out divisional transport
would be out of the question, they would simply call a rota garage
from the call out list, and we would suffer the ignominy of the cat
calls and jokes from our fellow officers for months to come. I
looked at Dickie and mentally stabbed him between the eyes. It
didn’t work, he was still alive. I reached into my pocket and
pulled out a pack of cigarettes. Dickie half turned towards me,
his arm starting to reach out to take one from the pack. “Piss
off” I said, “Smoke your own”. I was not in a benevolent
mood. “Charming”hereplied and sat back in the drivers seat.
I lit the cigarette from a box of matches and slipped the spent
match out t hrough a crack at the top of the window. It was the
only thing stopping the whole vehicle from steaming up as our damp
clothing and bodies started to thaw in the meagre heat.
My
thoughts turned to the dead body in the back of the Rover. How
had he suddenly reappeared after being missing for six week? Where
had he been? Had he been with someone? What further light
would his distant relatives be able to throw on him and his
life?
John
was in his mid forties, never married, lived alone but had one or two
cousins living in the local area. He was something of a loner
and rarely saw his family. His disappearance had been reported
to the Police some three days after he had failed to turn up for an
arranged cycle ride with a lady friend. She lived some twenty
miles away, and two days after he had not materialised for their ride
she telephoned John’s cousin. Together they went to his
house, fearing that they would find his body somewhere in the house
having had an accident or been struck down by some sudden and fatal
illness. He wasn’t there. He wasn’t anywhere.
The
law presumes that a sane adult is capable of deciding where and how
they wish to live. The fact that sometimes those decisions
might not accord with those of the people living with or around them
is of no significance. An adult can go where they wish, live
where they wish and talk with who they wish, and it should be no
concern to anyone close to that individual. In other words you
can suddenly take off in the middle of the night taking with you
whatever you want and the law deems this to be perfectly alright.
You will have broken no law, you go where you want and do what
you want to do. When John was reported missing from his home to
the Police the initial reaction of the officer taking the report was
almost, “So what?”, but maybe not thatcallas. From the
questions asked of his relatives there appeared to be nothing
untoward in his sudden unexplained non appearance for the cycle ride.
However, because he had not shown any signs before of ill
health, mental instability or in fact anything out of the ordinary,
some alarm bells started to ring.
Here
was a quiet single man, living by himself yet who had a friendship
with a single lady of similar age who lived twenty miles away. They
both shared an interest in cycling and had in the past on many
occasions taken themselves off for rides in the hills of Lancashire
and Yorkshire. They had had meals out together and been for the
odd drink in one or other of the pubs in Milnrow, but never anything
to excess. Neither had a problem with alcohol, and both in fact
lived single contented lives where they were able to meet with each
other when it suited both of them. The only thing slightly out
of the ordinary was that John had been prescribed sleeping tablets
some months before which he apparently took only irregularly. For
him suddenly to disappearwas a cause for concern, as the only
seemingly obvious answer to the reason for his disappearance was that
some misfortune had befallen him, either at his own hand, or the hand
of someone else. From the outset it was not a straightforward
Missing From Home enquiry. I was given the job of trying to
progress the enquiry file after it had been running for some four
weeks. The file was thick.
Judging
from the paperwork numerous enquiries had been made with the
Yorkshire police force to try and gain some more information about
the appointment he had made with his friend to go for a rid on their
cycles. It seemed that the arrangement had been made the week
before he suddenly went missing. He was to cycle over to her
house on a Saturday and they would then go off for the remainder of
the day. When he failed to turn up at the house she did not
immediately feel that anything was amiss, simply that he was not
feeling well, or he had a cold, but nothing to raise her fears.
After two days during which time he had failed to contact her
she went over to Milnrow to his home, she had her own front door key
to the house, and let herself in. Whatshe found there was what
I subsequently found when I visited the house for the first
time.
The
house was cold and I shivered as I stepped over the threshold into
the kitchen. The floor was made of stone flags, large irregular
rectangles of stone which had been partially covered by a rag rug.
There was a white porcelain sink set beneath the one window in
the room which had a wooden draining area to one side. On it
were the washed plates, cup and small pan with which he had made his
last meal in the house. A question raised itself in my mind.
When was that last meal consumed? There was nothing to
indicate when it had been made or eaten.
Upstairs
in his bedroom the bed was made up ready for his return, his wardrobe
contained a two piece suit, a few shirts, a couple of pairs of
trousers and little else. The bathroom was as sparsely
furnished as the rest of the house. In general terms this was
the home of a single unmarried man, plainly furnished with none of
the ornaments or pictures on the walls or on furniture which you
would find in a home furnished by a woman. It lacked ‘a
woman’s touch’. Comparing this house to my own it was
Spartan, even the walls of the few rooms lacked any life. The
place was sterile and had no semblance of warmth in it. As I
moved from room to room I felt time and again how simply this man had
lived, how frugally he had existed, how lonely he musthave been.
Even with the company of the one woman who was occasionally in
his life he had only a few people where he worked who spoke to him.
He was something of a loner, but from what I read, did not
appear to be unhappy with his life.
So
what to make of his disappearance and his death on the moors high
above Milnrow?
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